Our Thoughts, Our Daily Life

与仕源在一起的日子：第1135天

A porridge reminds me of Darling.

Sometime back I was having really bad mensuration cramps and I only had cravings for porridge. That time we didn’t have our car yet, Darling came back from work via bus and he was at the S11 at AMK central. We both thought there were porridge there. Turns out it’s already closed, permanently. He called me and ask for an alternative but I didn’t had any.

I’m stubborn that way. Sometimes I only want one thing and just that one thing. He was tired, he was holding on to his very big office bag and bubble tea but he went to another market and got me the century egg porridge that I wanted.

Actually I already told him I don’t want anything than since I’m not that hungry. He gave me tons of suggestions, like fish ball noodles blah blah. But I didn’t want any of those.

When he  came back, I was surprised to see porridge.
I was really touched and that moment I’m really thinking, how on earth did I find myself a guy like him? Small little things but he warm my heart big.

I’m having mensuration cramps again today and the thought of having porridge is back again. I wish Darling was here to buy it for me. But nevertheless, I have chicken chop ‘tapao’ by my sis. Also not bad lah. Haha.

I really miss him alot.
He will be back this Thursday, I hope his work goes smoothly. Hugs.

Work have been really exhausting. Things aren’t really smooth, alot of hiccups. Let’s hope things will be fine soon.

Recently I’m having thoughts of having a baby. Darling and I have some plannings actually. It’s pretty simple. ROM > Furnish and reno our home > Customary > Make babies.
I won’t say it’s the best plan but than it’s good to have a plan. I have seen too many unplanned marriages and pregnancies resulting in a not very ideal situation. But than again, sometimes planning doesn’t mean things will go well.

Now is really not the right time. We do not have a placec of  our own yet and we are not willing to part with Cookie. No matter where we go, Cookie comes along.

Just hope that our home will come really soon

*This cramp is killing me. I’m gonna go lie down already. I miss you Darling!!!! Muacks*